Conversion.

Conversion
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my throats closing up,
can't breathe.

the walls are closing in on me,
can't breathe.

the lights are starting to dim and flicker,
can't breathe.

my body's feeling lethargic,
can't breathe.

there's an invisible hand squeezing my heart,
can't breathe.

and i think it's ceasing to beat,
can't breathe.

there's a roaring in my head,
can't breathe.

and something's been let free,
gasping for air.

eyes are turning fire and ice,
finally the air comes in and out.

now my heart's beating rapidly,
i can see.

the lights go so bright, i'm nearly blinded,
it's free.

the colors all are extraordinary,
nothing I've ever seen.

stars and colors whirl behind my eyes,
what's happening?

under my skin feels itchy,
i want to tear it off.

my skin is heating,
nearly like fire.

I'm sweating and then I'm freezing,
my muscles are clenching wildly.

My stomach's bubbling inside,
I feel like I'm gonna be sick.

I'm doubling over, contorting,
while my insides are wrenching.

My back arches and then I fall back,
something's different.

one last feeling,
a tearing inside my body.

it feels like my organs are on fire,
then re-shaped and my forehead is dotted with ruby-colored sweat.

that's the last thing i fell before my heart stops beating,
my blood flow halts.

I sleep like the dead.


[Welcome to the world of all those female human psychics who were converted successfully into stunning Carpathian women.
It takes three blood exchange between lifemates and those beautiful binding words.]

Jess