Stupid Damn Boys!- RANT!

Ok, first thing is first. I REALLY LOVE BOYS!
Second thing, It HAS to be because of my sister!

And now.
Here's my rant.

I AM SO PISSED OFF!
It's SUMMER, and I'm SINGLE and ALONE!
People invite me places, yeah, and sometimes I go out, but not enough.
I'm mad because, I want a boyfriend.
But not just any guy, I don't want to continue wasting my time on random guys!
I ALWAYS date my best guy friends, and yes it has worked out, but I haven't really found the right guy.

I'm not searching for *the one* if I even have *a one*, but I do want to meet someone new and interesting. Someone who lives near me so it won't be hell to hang out!

I like my guy friends, I love them. BUT, I don't want to continue doing that..It's not like I'm trying to go through all of them, I'm not, I just can't help the way I feel..

And what I feel right now, is lousy enough to never go out into broad daylight again. So one of my exes, a good friend/brother type, IMPOSSIBLE kind of boy (he's not a guy, just a boy) is all pissed off at me because I don't do anything.

Here's my counteract:
1. I cannot drive, I'm 14.
2. My mother works ALL THE FUCKING TIME!
3. I have no money to do ANYTHING, which you need in this damn town to have any fun.
4. I'm pretty pissed at one or two of the people you want to hang with!!
5. When I'm with you, you confuse the living hell out of me, so therefore, sometimes I want nothing to do with you because you seem to think that if you snap your fingers, I'll jump you. WHICH I WON'T!!!

Some guys are so CONCEITED!!
OHMYGOD.
I just want a really nice, funny, caring, loving, kind of guy.
And not the kind that begs me to make out with him. Or the creepy kind.
Jeez.

Is it too hard to ask for a miracle?!?!
Because I am telling you one thing; If there was a really cute, great guy outside my door (who wasn't a creep, of course) I WOULD TOTALLY START LIVING LIFE AGAIN!!!

Now. With that said, I'm sure everyone knows how hard it is for me to spend every one of my waking moments alone.
Completely alone, and with no one but people I don't want to talk to calling.

Jess